I wrote this poem when I was 17

Ecstasy


Our love wastes like the ammunition of a gun
My wounds never heal
The blood bursts from my veins in hopes of your love
The death of the passion has punctured my limbs
The battle field - in which we walk everyday is tiring
It is an eternity and you the ruler
The drugs that you supply are no longer enough to keep my pain away
The burning fire peeling away at my flesh gets tiring
I just want to sleep and dream not of you
You are not all I think about
I breathe for air and you breathe for control
Pills take over and no longer work
His silver bullets sliver into my skin
The smoke that you give off chokes my life 
Air can no longer get through
Rage just like a little boy who doesn't get his way
You've made me stronger and able to stand again
I hope you know that, and feel regret for loosing your prize
Your hands strangle my will to break free
Never ending

By Leslie Star

Discover Yourself With Me

It's never too late to find out who you really are.  Millions and millions of people worldwide are searching for themselves & who they really are, including myself.

We know our friends like the back of our hand, but are detached from ourselves & what we really get excitement from.  

What makes you comes alive & doesn't feel like a struggle when you do it?  That is your purpose & why you were put on this earth. 

Below are simple solutions that will make you feel more comfortable when it comes to knowing the real you.

Find Your Passion in Life

9 Ideas to Help Find Your Passion In Life:


  1. Spend more time with friends & family.  Participate in activities that you wouldn't normally do. Go out as a group & let your inhibitions go & have some fun.
  2. Take an online personality test or career quiz.  They help to point you in the right direction.
  3. Take a class at a community center or college.   Try a free class online first to ensure you like it & want to invest time & money into it.
  4. Take up a hobby.  If you don't want to do it alone, talk to your friends with common interests.  I am sure they want to join you in the search to find themselves as well.
  5. Go to the library & learn about something new. Learn sign language or how to build that bird house you've always wanted.   
  6. Make a list of things in your life that bring you joy &  focus more on those.  
  7. Start a meditation class, Bikram yoga or painting.  Pick something that relaxes your mind & lets you drift off to la la land for a bit.
  8. Take a note pad/journal & your favorite drink in your travel mug & go to a place that makes you feel creative & at peace.  Write down what you wish for yourself & what truly makes you happy.  
  9. What makes you feel successful?  The key to happiness is success so focus on your achievements & try figure out a way to profit from them.  There isn't a better feeling than accomplishment.
Find Your Passion


Don't put too much pressure on yourself.  

Get out there & experience life to it's fullest potential.